Goodbye Gracie

Our cat, Gracie, was coming along great with the travel training. She had gotten used to her harness, learned to get in her travel carrier for food, and had taken a few trips in our Subaru.

Then, suddenly last Friday night, she was gone.

Though our hearts were heavy as we put her in the ground today, we are grateful for the fifteen years of love, devotion, and comic relief she gave us.

Her last day with us was lovely. She spent the afternoon with us on the couch. Her last meal was the slices of muenster cheese I gave her as she sat in the kitchen while I was making dinner. Then she napped in the den, basking in the setting sun. After a few sniffs from a dog who noticed something was different, she got up and came over to us at the dinner table. Just under our feet she stopped and had a seizure. I crawled under the table and stayed with her until the end. It was brief. One of the most mercifully short deaths I’ve ever known.

Today we took her out to my parents house where past family pets have been laid to rest. It was painful. It was tearful. Now tonight there’s a cat-shaped hollow spot next to me in the bed that matches the hole in my heart.

I write this post in memory of Gracie, a friend who never left me unattended when I was sick; who spent her nights keeping me warm and cuddled; who wasn’t afraid to take on dobermans to protect me; who helped me pick the right partner to marry; who saw me through teenager to thirty-something. She was more than a cat. She was a confidant, a muse, and a guardian. She was family. May she rest in peace knowing that she is deeply cherished and eternally loved.

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      • Glad I chose the right reply. The first one was keep smiling but I thought that was too cheesy so then I went with the sun will come out tomorrow but that didn’t feel right because it is always sunny in Texas and never sunny in Oregon. So then I thought about something witty like turn that frown upside down, sunshine. Ha ha.

        Seriously, I am not good at taking a compliment, but please know that we are all in this together. I appreciate your kind words too.

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  1. I’m sorry you lost your cat! My wife had two Siamese when we got married; I’ve never been much of a cat person (in fact, we’re both allergic!), but must admit they’ve grown on me. You’ll find plenty of pictures of them on my Instagram feed. I can only imagine how awful it’ll feel when one of them goes…

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  4. This broke my heart. I felt my face tightening and making weird shapes as I read your words. I truly, honestly know your pain, and it’s the most painful pain I have ever experienced. I wish you ease from the immediate hurt, but keep hold of that squeeze because it’s a testament to what she meant to you, and how important all life is.

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  5. What a loving tribute. I’m glad she didn’t suffer. But it’s never long enough, she was beautiful. My heart broke a bit as I read this and recalled my Snooks (20), Kazoo (3), Bandit (13), Kiki (15), Cricket (20), Chester (10) and Nikita (2). At 59 with my boys Tipper and Biscotti at age 6 and healthy, I’m grateful for every snuggle and adorable antic. I just need them to live forever.

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